Ash's journal , mofos.

Have a nice dayyyy.......not.


WOOO
[info]capo_onfourth
I GOT A JOB. (well soon anyway)
I GOT THE EAGLES AWARD.
I GOT THE TOP 10% AWARD.

All this leads to one thing.

I'M GONNA GET A NEW GUITAR!!!A SEMI-ACOUSTIC GUITAR!!! YEAAA!!!

and yeah finally started to jam with haffiz and thomas. Yea we need a drummer. And joseph's in PHIL so dammmm. hahahha.

I am now very envious of a band that just started out but has already reached damm far. Looks like we just have to work harder hahaha.

WE DON'T HAVE A NAME YETTTTT.

Empty?
[info]capo_onfourth
I just spent an hour reading a lot of posts from talktothewalls's blog. I dunno why, she's a really INTERESTING person. HAHAH!

I kinda feel empty now. like saturday was an awesome day, yesterday was also an awesome day. Today is like a toot day.( i dunno other words to describe today so toot will do)

I shall go out today. With no random destination, i shall venture across wherever, get lost and then try to find my way back home. Cause you know, when you get lost, you normally find yourself along the way.

Everybody's got jobs.It's not that I don't want a job i really do. But i've been waking up at 10-11 everyday, and i don't wanna change for anything hahaha. So there.

Bahhhh i'm off. And i'm sick. I was deaf in my left ear yesterday. still am. a little. i hate mucus.

anyone heard the llama llama duck song? hahaha

Music?
[info]capo_onfourth
I'm really bummed. hahaha around me all my mates have gigs and stuff performing in front of crowds and whatnot. I kinda feel left behind. Like they get exposure to the music scene of singapore, get to meet other bands who share interest in music and gain experience. AND LEVEL UP! hahaha lame, but yea i would love to have an acoustic set one day, u know playin smooth acoustic songs in front of a chillin crowd? hahah been dreamin of that for the past few days hahah.

I have zero exposure to the local music scene. I have no experience of playing infront of a crowd of complete strangers, that have nothing but judgemental eyes and ears. I have no idea how it feels to click with a group of random musicians.

Guess I found my new year's resolution for 2010.
My new year's resolution for 2009 (get 100 subscribers) epic failed. I only have 51 hahah.

We could write a bad romance.
[info]capo_onfourth
Hey, hahah ok so recently there was this hype bout lady gaga's bad romance. My sis started listening to it so I was like okayyy, must be a good song. Then I was tuning in to 98.7 tonight and omg, it wasn't just great, it's FUCKING AWESOME. I mean compared to Love game, poker face, just dance, papa-whatever, and all her other songs, BAD ROMANCE really takes the gold. Love the chorus melody, cause its soopah great.

And loving the music video too, cause I saw Beyonce's video phone and was like is that LADY GAGA??? cause her nose was so straightly weirdish it made her look weird hahaha. But in bad romance, she's really pretty seriously.

I never thought I could think highly of one of Gaga's songs hahaha but guess I was wrong. Really good stuff.

Holidays so far, epicly wastage of time and lovin every second of it.Here's a little snippit of my schedule. There's two types:

Type 1:Stay at home and ONLY at home.
Between the times of 11-12pm:Wake up.

12-7pm:Watch tv,eat,play laptop all together.(Notice the word bathe is not inside haha)

7-11pm: Stoning in my room, guitar, reading, staring out my window, star gaze(only 1 clear star so far).

11-2 or 3am: Play laptop,watch tv, eat.

Lastly sleep.

Type 2:The part where I do go out.
10am-Wake up, bathe,breakfast,tv.

12-7Pm:Do whatever I need to do out of home, eg:PLAY GUITAR, PLAY LAN, PLAY....CARDS?

7-11pm:Stoning in room, see above schedule.

11-3am:Play laptop,watch tv and sleep.

Then the process repeats hahaha. Slackish but my have fun plans starts in Dec.Which I havent thought of yet but goin to random schools openhouses and taking free goody bags sounds great hahahaha!

And singapore's 98.7 the top 20 hits really slow compared to Mtv's chart attack. Like the NEW no.20 this week was TOKIO HOTEL's AUTOMATIC but it came out on MTV during the 'O' period! hahaha remember listening to it while studying chem or something.

Must keep close record on the music trends, i have a feeling some wicked tunes are gonna come out soon enough hahah! And did ya know Fall out boy has two new songs? Its with their greatest hits album hahaha. very long since i listened to them hahaha. must relisten and also, i just realised I missed out many tracks of A7X like dancing dead and about a girl, was too focused on their more recent songs hahaha.

AND DID YOU KNOW MUSE IS COMING TO SINGAPORE NEXT YEAR??? Just saw them on MTV world stage and they were AWESOME. ABSOLUTELY gonna go if they come next year and clap to "Starlight". Check out their live performance on world stage on Mtv webbie or on the show itself, YOU WILL NOT BE DISAPPOINTED.

Alright time to me to chao then, all these music talk makes me wanna go jam hahaha. Till then.

Brick by boring brick
[info]capo_onfourth
Ba da da ba da ba da Ha!

You guys should hear Paramore's Brick by boring brick. Very nice, now gonna listen to their new album since I haven't done it yet hahaha.

The whole anime fair thing was epicly awesome. Sad that i missed it last year hehehe but yeah it was fun and so great! BATTLE SPIRITS! COSPLAY! MAZINGERRRRRRRR....Z!

Made me feel in touch with my inner anime freak hahaha. So i watched 5 episodes of K-ON! hahaha very nice but then again watch too much and I'LL BE HOOKED. hahahah.

Just covered one of talktothewalls's song so waiting for it to upload...it says 2 hours left!

And pretty much same thing happening in my holiday, my prime plan epic failed cause my psp spoiled.

I miss my PSP.

Alright time to go hahah b ye!

O's NIGHTMARE
[info]capo_onfourth
I.STILL.HAVE.NIGHTMARES.ABOUT.O.LEVELS.

Fucking creepy.Was dreaming(twice might i add) that i missed two papers, one was the physics and the other cant remember. i woke up and must tell myself repeatedly its over. supah freakkaayy.

anyways, after o's a BORE!no internet at home, forced to either lib or lan. Now in lan surrounded by sounds of RELOADDDIINNNGGGG hahaha.yeah.

But i borrowed boooks. not the comic like book. real novels. and 4 of em. normally i'll get two. hahah read the emily the strange book. weirdish cause i thought it would be bout dark stuffs. but it was pretty unexpectable.hahahaha.

and yeaaaa gamers galore!! L4D2 is out!! gonna play full camapign soon. just you wait. and finally got my maracas! gonna acoustic cover soon.

basicly im rushing for effing time cause each minutes cost me something hehehe. well see ya guys when i see ya.

PS:ZOMBIESSS!!

hells yeah
[info]capo_onfourth
So, everything's done. No more late night studying, extra lessons and having to mug everytime. Its finally over.

And time to actually chill out and cut loose!

Chalet was fun, grad ceremony was great and now all we're left with is the days filled with nothingness, until the result day comes along!

Now in the lib with syahi leechin the internet hehehehhe.

well till next time hahahaha

SAMURAII
[info]capo_onfourth
I think the most greatest character in the last samuraii (truly my fav movie of all time) is of course Taka.

SHE TOOK CARE OF THE MAN WHO KILLED HER HUSBAND. Now tell me she ain't awesome?

And the best parts of the movie is either the cutting of the topknot of a samuraii, the wearing of the red armor or the final battle where the conversation guy kills himself and all the enemy soldiers kneel in respect.

Truly an amazing movie,

Tmr is also the hardest 'o' paper. Malay 'O' paper 1 and 2. last night I dreamt that the malay paper pwned my ass, Very scary.

till tmr then.
Tags:

Breakin's what the heart is for
[info]capo_onfourth

I am so gonna crash for MT. Dammmmmmm it.
But this is the like 2nd time! Must get my B!

My cousin retook the O's as a private and this is her 4th time taking the malay exam. Hopefully she does well too.

And yeah in 3days, all of this will come to an end. And we can finally await the end of our secondary school lives. I used to believe that I won't be bothered about leaving shuqun, now I think I'm gonna miss the place and the people. Hahaha four years of crap was actually worth it in the end.

And yeaaaa I can't wait for 11 NOV 2009 at 3.00 PM. When they say put your pens down or stop writing, I will remember that feeling for as long as I live. And will brag about it to people who haven't felt it muahahahahaha.

And i love the song from the all american rejects.

You can sit beside me when the world comes down.'
Yes you can.

All right till next time.

Everyday is a choice between what feels right and what is necessary. And its always difficult to choose.



 


PAAARRRTTTAAAAYYYY.
[info]capo_onfourth
Watching SPIDERMAN 3 now on AXN, and realise that PETER PARKER will never be "extremely cool". He can't pull the cool bad boy thing off, hahah seriously. But he's damm brave for dancing on streets picking on women, and dancing to mary jane ina bar to the song of "fever." hahaha.

Oh yeah!! WE JUST FINISHED THE MAJOR PAPERS (seriously, who gives a shit about mother tongue? ok me.) AND ITS TIME TO (semi)PARTAY!!!! After the physics paper 2, what could I say? JUST DO THE DANCE!! hahaha was happppaaayyyyy as evah! then headed to clark quey to meet haffiz's friend and then to dhoby ghout where we had 6 AWESOME HOURS of GAMING. I MISS MINDLESS GAMES THAT O NOTHING GOOD FOR YOUR BRAIN AND CAN CAUSE ADDICTION, EYE PAINS AND EVEN DEATH. Yeap all the good stuffs.

L4D-ed, L4D2-ed, BATTLEFIELD-ed andmany more!! Then went home and slack then sleep. The next day i did something that was practically unthinkable during my 'O' period. I SLACK ONE WHOLE DAY AT HOME. Doing nothing but play laptop, watch tv and hunt for food. Oh and i read a book.

TODAY, I jammed with haffiz, then headed to imm, went to library to return a book, went to clementi and wanted to play lan but SOMEONE wasnt 16 and then, arcaded, went home, grab my GEEEETTTAAARRRR and jammed tillll what 7+? Then the RC gave out free food cause it was some MP's bday, so me and fiz just stole food (we went two rounds and gave up) until our stomachs were bursting.

*Now spiderman 3 is showing the part when parker is holding the suit and this AWESOME EPIC music comes on*

So, the moral of story is DO EVERYTHING YOU COULDNT DO BEFORE.
Weibin influenced me ( haha inspired) to start spinning again. So on a whim I went out and got me a yoyo. And im lovin it.

*THE BUTLER FROM SPIDERMAN3 (HARRY's butler) IS FREAKIN SLOW,DUMB AND UNIMAGINABLY STUPID*

And yeah, me haffiz and two of his mates are kinda forming a band. Haffiz asked if i could do lead and vocals, and since me and fiz has great *MUSICAL CHEMISTRY* together, i say why not? hahaha so its gonna be fun.

THINGS TO DO FOR THE HOLIDAY:
1)Complete the list.
2)GET A JOB ,lazy mofo. Need to get some acoustics some hahhaa and my hari raya cash is DRAINING.
3)Finish writing some songs I planned out during my free time from studying.
....

 spiderman3's venom looks gay-ishly skinny. the marvel vs capcom venom was more bad ass. And mary jane's REAL HOT.

.....

4)CHALET!!
5)Master the basic-super level yoyo tricks hells yea.
6)Finish the list.

So far that's all I got.will update once the next post comes in hahaha!

Till the next time, ENJOY, GET LOOSE, WHO GIVES A SHIT ABOUT THE OTHER 2PAPERS????(Seriously I do).

Haters
[info]capo_onfourth
I'm really bored.

We're on our study break right now (which is great-ish) but there's really nothing to do besides study, and studying is really borrriiinnnggg. I can't bring myself to memorise all the humans stuff yet cause its a real drag.

I just hope after 'O', it won't be so boring? I really hope it won't.
That's why I started to read books. After 'O', I;m going to numb my mind with endless books or go gaming. Other than that I can't think of anything else to do.

Anyway, here's wishing all good luck for 'O'. We know we can do it. We just don't know we know we can do it.

Forgiveness
[info]capo_onfourth
Selamat hari raya everyone, maaf zahir dan batin.

Yesterday was tiring we travelled to many many places, hahaha.

I hope you guys forgive me if I ever done anything wrong or use any harsh language or slip of tongue y'know? Thank you.

Till next time.

BAHH
[info]capo_onfourth
Asyraf was a student of Shuqun Secondary school from 2005-2009. He sat for the G.C.E. O Level Examinations in November, 2009.

And then, I'm stumped. hahahahha.

I can write damm loads about me, but how do I without going over the limit? HAHAHA.
I can be summarised in one word, AWESOME.(yeahhhhhhh)

yeahhhh so, its one last week before freedom to eat hahahah. And these past few days have been really.....bahh.
But the nightly mosque sessions are good hahaha.

Let's hit the pasar malam tonight! woot!

Something beautiful
[info]capo_onfourth
Something beautiful.

The bright glow from the moon, covered the park in a soft luminous light, creating an atmosphere of peace and comfort. The streets were empty, and the path I walked on was dark, with light only coming from the bright yellow moon. I was alone, for it was midnight, and since the projects were all completed at home, I decided to take a stroll to relax. Its nights like this that truly makes me appreciate the beauty that nature holds. It was the perfect ambience, with a small gentle breeze constantly blowing. It was really a while since I had time to myself. A sudden thought of a close friend sprang up, so I decided to call her. To my suprise, she was still awake, for she was an early sleeper. I asked her to come meet me at the park, for she was living nearby. She agreed and told me to wait. What she does not know is, I've always waited.

She was the one I fell in love with since young, as were childhood friends, and every moment spent with her was worth remembering. I could remember every scent, sound, and sight of every time I spent with her. She was beautiful, with her almond shaped eyes, long dark hair that was always tied up in a ponytailed fashion, and her sweet smile by her soft pink lips. She was everything I ever wanted, yet she was always with other guys. That's when I realize to her, I was just someone whom she regards as a best friend, but to me, she was simply divine. Finally after a few minutes, she finally came.

In the soft glow of the moon's light, I was absoulutely in awe. Dressed in a simple white cashmere sweater and jeans, she was simply beautiful. Her eyes shone light crystals, her hair swaying in the gentle breeze. As she came closer, she smiled. Oh how I wish that smile would belong to me. She sat down beside me and we began to chat about our current lives. She was now a intern in NIE, and was going to start teaching next year. The thought of school brought up old memories about our lives as students. We reminisced and laughed over the silly acts we did. I smiled, and she smiled back. Being with her was so easy, we could talk about almost anything under the sun. If time were to stood still at this very moment, I wouldn't mind at all.

I asked her why was she awake so late, and she suddenly sobbed. She told me that she and her boyfriend had just broke up, and it was painful for her. I once met the boyfriend of hers, handsome, rich, smart and everything that was best for her. Everything that I was not.
They have been together for quite some time now, their breakup was a shock to me as well. She then leaned on my shoulder, telling me all the perfect moments she had with him. Though it hurts me to listen, I was indeed happy that she was happy.

Suddenly, she lifted her head and looked up to me. Her face was so angelic. She then asked me.

"Do you love me?" she asked, and I was really taken aback. This was not how I expected the situation to go. Without consideration, I answered.

"Yes."

Silence. My heart was beating fast. Too fast. She smiled and looked up to me again, this time looking happier than before. Without thinking, I held my hand to her chin and lifted it slightly. And in a flash, under the soft glow of the moon, on a park bench where the most perfect romantic ambience was created, I kissed her.  And soon, the whole world around me did not seem to matter at all. Right here and now, was me and her, and it was perfect. I knew that this was the start, the beginning of something beautiful.

____________________________________________________________________________________________________________

This was something I thought of the night before today. Perfect way to practise essay writting hahah! I think I do have a knack for story writing ya? hahaha vain!

The whole love part thing was all made up, sounds like something from a tv show. The moon-glow-park thing was real hahah the moon was bright hahaha.

"

Turn away.
[info]capo_onfourth
And tmr marks the beginning of the second prelim. Epic.

Yesterday's Y2k hits on mtv showed Helena by my chemical romance and yeah suddenly, I began to download some MCR songs again. Once a fan always a fan! And now, I'm in love with the song cancer. Hahahaa awesome.


And if you say, goodbye today, I'll ask you to be true.
Cause the hardest part of this, is leaving you.

Good music
[info]capo_onfourth
Was talking about with my mum about the future, you know after my O's. Seems like there's many possibilities hahha but then again I have not chosen any. Like hey, I should go here or maybe I should go to another course. I really don't know where I want to go. To go where my future will be great after loads of hard work, or should I choose one path that I really like?

That's why if I do well in O, I can have a lot of choices hahaha.
Everyone should have a goal, my goal is to do well for O.

AND GET THAT SEMI-ACOUSTIC GUITAR MUM PROMISED IF I DO WELL HAHAHAHAHAH.
*I have that sudden musical inspiration, thanks to khair.*

Can't believe I put off my love for music, just to get good results. Since when have i turned into this robot?? CURSE YOU EDUCATION SYSTEM!!!!

Ahh I feel better now, reconnecting with good music, me and you will never part ever again.

Ponder
[info]capo_onfourth
Which one is better, someone who was born into an environment so strict and well endowned that there is no room for mistake, forcing that certain someone to constantly give his best, or else face humiliation from his fellow family members, OR, someone who has a specific goal, and forces himself to constantly do better without any form of punishment or consequence to bear?
Many a times I wonder about this.

Anywya, teacher's day was a blast, but damm it was really tiring having to carry the drumset from the bandroom to the hall and back. Now really thirsty, and there's 4 hours left. MUST HOLD ON!

May she live happily ever after.
[info]capo_onfourth


How do I put this? It's all very confusing really. This past week I have been assosiating events that happened as the will that god set out for me to do, again that made me realize. A lot of things really do matter as every little thing could prove to be a bigger picture in the end. One small action can lead to an consequence that though may not seem the best choice at first, its ultimately the right choice at the end.

So I wonder, can we really defy destiny? Because if the actions we do are pre-determined by god right? Woah, I'm really thinking like large scale here. Guess the whole fasting in the holy month thing is really getting me into the mood haha.

"And what do I when this heart pains whenever I see your face? Your very presence wounds me. How do I get it to stop?"

I guess you don't.


Ignorance is your new best friend
[info]capo_onfourth
Relieved, to hear the words from Mr.Ismail's mouth. He said those who retake might have a chance to increase their grade by 1, regardless of whether we get a merit or distinction. That's all I really need, one more grade higher!

Tmr marks the start of fasting month! Woots! I am pretty excited hahaha, even though it will like bam, a handicapped imposed on myself. No matter, still can study hahaha.

And huess what? This weekend got so much homework! Kinda miss homework but...ahh never mind. There's always time for homework, and for other stuffs as well, just that procrastination and pre-occupiance will be a distraction. Hah.

Bahh shall go and complete what's on the schedule now.Truthfully, having a schedule can really change things, it really helps. Don't believe me, it show doesn't it? Yeap, it most definitely shows.

Gotta go see ya buggers.

I quote, " Bahhhh...."
[info]capo_onfourth
Been getting C5 for the few times before M.t exam, and now I still got a C5. I'm not bummed about it, I had a dream the night before that i got a C5. Except the only difference is....I woke up.

Bah, wasted.

My tuition teacher showed me some of his J.C notes from his days taking chemistry, and I tell you its a shocker. Got SOME shortcuts tho..heheh. But J.C....kinda cool ah despite the hard work haha. But still undecided though.

Oh well, its just like that aye?

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